I need to stop thinking about him when he’s so very obviously not thinking twice about me.
Even though I learned a long time ago that you can’t make someone feel a certain way about you, it still hurts every time. I just want to be THAT girl for once. The one that a dude meets and has no doubts about. The one that is his exception. I’m tired of these fake ass dudes wasting my time when they don’t feel that way about me. If you don’t now, you just won’t. Period. I shouldn’t have to wait for you to want me or feel the need to be with me.
For once, I want to want someone who really and truly wants me back. No games, no BS. Just something real to change my mind.
